Growing in the Lord & Walking in the Spirit

I wanted to go to my dream college. I just graduated from said dream college DEBT FREE. I wanted to go overseas for a part of my degree. While the timing was offset by a week, I got to go overseas, and the experience was better than I imagined. I wanted to graduate early. I did. None of this can I take credit for. This was all the work of God. He did not have to listen to me. He did not have to give me what I wanted. Now, here I am in the beginning of a new year. A year that I know is already full of surprises that I have no way of preparing for. And I know I can trust God, and that He has what is best for me in His perfect plan. But I feel like I am being lazy. I feel like I am sitting around not doing anything that I should be doing. I am so scared that I am going to go broke without a place to live or a job to work for no good reason. What evidence do I have to go off of this plan? I did just get my degree. I am working on obtaining my transcript now. I am working on applying for j...